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mcgwireblog.jpgThe following is a partial transcript of Bob Costa's interview with Mark McGwire tonight on the MLB Network:

ON WHEN EXACTLY HE USED STEROIDS:

"I believe it was the winter of 1989 into 1990.  I was given a couple of week's worth, tried it, never thought anything of it.  I just moved on from it.  But as far as using it on a consistent basis, it was the winter of 1993 into 1994."

ON WHETHER HE THINKS HE WOULD STILL HAVE PERFORMED AS WELL WITHOUT STEROIDS:

"I truly believe so.  I believe I was given this gift.  The only reason I took steroids was for my health purposes.  I did not take steroids to get any gain for any strength purposes...  I've always had bat speed.  I just learned how to shorten my bat speed.  I learned how to be a better hitter.  There's not a pill or an injection that is going to give me -- or any athlete -- the hand-eye coordination to hit a baseball.  A pill or an injection will not hit a baseball."
ON EXACTLY WHAT PERFORMANCE-ENHANCING DRUGS HE TOOK:

"The names I don't remember.  But I did injectables.  I preferred the orals.  The steroids I did were on a very low dosage.  I didn't want to take a lot of it.  I took very, very low dosages, just because I wanted my body to feel normal.  The wear and tear of 162 ballgames and the status of where I was at, and the pressures that I had to perform, and what I had to go through to try and get through all these injuries, it's a very, very regrettable thing."

ON REGRETTING HIS STEROID USE:

"I wish it never came into my life.  But we're sitting here talking about it.  I'm so sorry that I have to.  I apologize to everybody at Major League Baseball, my family, the Marises, Bud Selig... Today was the hardest day of my life."

ON CALLING ROGER MARIS' WIDOW THIS MORNING:

"Well, I think she was shocked that I called her.  I felt good...I felt that it was...that I needed to do that.  They've been great supporters of mine.  She was disappointed.  She has every right to be.  And I couldn't tell her how so sorry I was."

ON THE EVENTS LEADING UP TO THE 2005 CONGRESSIONAL HEARING:

"So, 2005...Flying back there...I was ready, willing, and prepared to talk about this.  I wanted to talk about this.  I wanted to get this off my chest... My lawyers, Mark Bierbower and Marty Steinberg -- I meet them back there. We talked about the situation.  Marty, a former federal prosecutor, laid out a couple of scenarios.  'If you go out there, and talk about this without protection, there's a very good chance of a possible prosecution, or grand jury testimonies.' So, we talk to - we were in meetings downstairs with Congressman Waxman, and... Congressman Davis... my lawyers were downstairs trying to get immunity for me.  I wanted to talk.  I kept telling myself, 'I want to get this off my chest.'  Well, we didn't get immunity.  So here I am in a situation where I have two scenarios, where a possible prosecution or possible grand jury testimonies.  Well you know what happens when there's a prosecution?  You bring in your whole family, you bring in your whole friends, you bring in ex-teammates, coaches, anybody that's surrounding you.  How the heck am I gonna to bring those people in for some stupid act that I did?  So you know what I did?  We agreed to not talk about the past.  And it was not enjoyable to do that, Bob.  

ON HIS TESTIMONY BEFORE CONGRESS IN 2005:


"I'm gonna tell you right now, standing up there - or sitting up there, listening, the Hooten family or the other families behind me that lost their loved ones... And every time that I kept on saying "I'm not talking about the past," I hear these moans.  It was killing me.   I was not gonna lie.  I was not going to lie.  I wanted to tell the truth, but because of the position I was in; to protect my family, to protect me, I decided that I would take the hits.  I think anybody's going to take the hits.  I've been taking hits for five years...doesn't feel very good."

ON THE HALL OF FAME:

"I'm not here doing this for the Hall of Fame.  I'm doing this for me, to get this off my chest.  I played this game of baseball because I was given the ability to play.  If I'm lucky enough to get in there, that's just icing on the cake.  But I played this game because I loved it."

ON WHAT HE'D TELL CARDINALS PLAYERS ABOUT STEROIDS:

"It was the stupidest thing I ever did.  There's no reason to even go down that road.  It's an illusion.  And look what I have to do.  I'm sitting here by a stupid mistake."

ON POTENTIALLY BEING FORGIVEN BY FANS AND OTHERS:

"Well, I'm asking for a second chance.  I hope they give it to me.  Because you know, I have a lot to offer.  I have a whole rolodex of things that I love to teach hitters, and I can't wait to get to spring training.  I can't wait to teach, and it's just, it's always been a passion of mine so it just came to a head this last October when Tony sent me a text to see if I'd consider being a hitting coach."

1 Comments

Justin Nassow on January 12, 2010 5:46 PM

This guy cost Sammy Sosa the 1998 home run title. What a cheater. Poor Sammy. He was robbed.

Herlinda Fendrick on January 12, 2010 4:31 PM

I agree with the above post. Personally I cannot understand why you would not want to make an effort in this regard anyway. Only the other day, at work we had exactly the same conversation and came to a similar decision

Does this give prosecuters the proof they needed to arrest McGwire on perjury charges. I remember them looking into it, but don't know whatever came of it.

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